タイに到着。

タイに到着。ネットカフェで自由に日本語が打てる。自由な検索が出来る。で、気になるのがどうしても被爆について。2012年1月、突然の痛みに耐えられず中国に移動して留学を開始、中国にずっと居続けられるかと思えば中国でも日本での痛みと同様の痛みが長期的に発生してラオス・タイ・インドへ移動。どうして四川省方面からフクシマに匹敵する痛みが発生？と未だに謎だけれども2013年4月20日の地震で核施設が潰れた可能性が高い、と勝手に解釈している。reechoの感覚なんて誰も気にしなくていいけどね、中国ではラオス人留学生が悲鳴を上げていた。痛くない人は何も感じないけれども、痛い人は息が出来ないほど痛い。夜眠れない。もう中国は砂漠の中に核施設を埋めたかどうか。第二次大戦で日本と中国を戦争させたのがアメリカを中心とするユダヤ資本ならば、今回の両国の核施設爆破攻撃も然り。第三次大戦での人類滅亡など噂されれば真面目に死に方を考えなければと思わされてしまう。安楽死も楽では無い。

ブッダガヤの日本寺で12月1日から一週間の座禅会があり、喘息がひどくて最後の2日間のみ参加したけれども、無思慮ならぬ非思慮、頭を真空にして調和、より良い生き方を求めようという座禅会、為になりました。檀家としてお墓があるお寺も曹洞宗で、葬儀をかっサボって和尚にこっぴどくしかられ離檀を考えたけれどもまだお墓もそのまま、管理費も納め続けております。檀家制度なんて知りませんでした、と言ったら「有り得ない」ときっぱり。それはともかく曹洞宗の座禅は目を開けていて良いし三十分に一度歩くし楽です。そうですね、非思慮で生きるしか無いですね、このご時勢で他と調和してより良く生きるって、やっぱり非思慮しかありません。冗談抜きに、reechoは非思慮を実践するつもりです。

こちらを読んで。reechoも嘘が嫌いですが、日本で生きるには嘘をついてでも非思慮を貫かなければいけないと思う次第です。痛みも感じない程に頭を真空に出来れば怖い物無しなので何とか出来るようにするつもりです。

EXIT PERMIT

I got exit permit yesterday, and left Pyramid Valley International this morning. Special thanks for staff's help in the meditation park. It was only required to get a letter and "C" form from Pyramid Valley International to make registration and get police report. At airport, I was told to go to all nearest police offices from where I have stayed but it turned out that I didn't have to go to other police offices except Harohalli police and FRO Ramanagar.

Read it!!

My Indian visa has "Special Endorsement" written as "POLICE REPORTING REQUIRED" "CHANGE OF PURPOSE NOT ALLOWED" "REGISTRATION WITHIN 14 DAYS OF ARRIVAL IN INDIA", but I didn't read it, didn't make registration and didn't get police report, went to airport immigration check point to take a flight to Bangkok on December 18th, but I couldn't get on the airplane.
Because it was required to make registration and get police reports(with all accommodation certificates) before going out from India.
2 days ago, I applied for "EXIT PERMIT" as police report at Ramanagara SP office which is in same district of Pyramid Valley International where I am staying now(You should go to ordinary hotel or hostel which having registration system for foreigners, because Pyramid Valley International is only for meditation, not for accommodation, maybe they can deny to make certification of your stay). Web application is only allowed at FRO(foreigners registration office), outside PC can't apply to each FRO. I filled up "exit permit" and "registration" application forms with using PC in FRamanagIar. I reported where I stayed and what I did very simply, but policeman looked at once that report and gave back to me immediately. It is very difficult to get all police reports for tourist who stayed at train station etc without any accommodation fee or any receipt for more than 10 days. A staff of Japanese consulate in Chennai said that tourists like as backpackers aren't allowed to stay in India by immigration law. I don't know how the immigration law is, but I heard that Japan also didn't allow foreign backpackers to stay Japan easily. I stayed China for a long time and applied for Indian visa in Laos without go back ticket from India. It only took 3 days without holidays and only costed $26 to get this multiple 180 days tourist visa. Maybe Indian officer thought that I was a Chinese people or would stay longer than visa expired date.

I already paid delayed registration fee(1890 Rs.) at State bank of Mysore in Ramnagar and submit the demand draft sheet to FRO, and I already booked Indigo's go back ticket(to Bangkok on January 7th) at 6308 Rs on December 19th. I hope I can go out from India within the visa expired date and without any punishment from India...